Again...Not finished.

Here I go again, writing my words to no one in particular, but you. Who ever you are, reading these words from me, the stranger. I have nothing to write, so I play match maker to these words,and make them sound as interesting as i can.
Where do I begin, what is my beggining? What is my end? Where is my middle ground? I dont know. My beggining may be my end. I feel the sun will set for me, and give me peace in the shadow of the day, I feel my skin feels alive when it feels the raindrops caressing it, kissing every inch. The moon stares at me tonight, reading my secrets through my eyes. I embrace this gray world, and i smile at it, I make a toast, to life, to live, to love, to know nothing, to learn everything from strangers, to see the world as a child, to play, never to fret, never to fear, because we only fear what we dont know, and if we dont know it, then why fear it?
I belong to someone, I belong to those waves, to the calm night sea, I belong to the stars, to the silence and the eternal youth of loneliness. I take my tears and embrace them, they make me stronger, they make me face the truth that only the silence knows. I talk alot, maybe its nerves, maybe its fear, I talk alot to lose myself in my voice, to create a smile on a strangers lips.
One day, I, like you, will no longer roam this earth, this atmosphere full of stars and desires, full of humans that wish upon the stars, like children who dream... One day my heart will stop beating, and it will smile. I will go run and play in eternal gardens full of daisies and laughter, pain will cease to exist and tears will only accompany laughter. My hair will be longer and i will wear my crown of flowers, my freckles and my smile. I will stare at the ocean, and think of all of my memories of the greatest people ive known... All of you. My life.
Beauty is in every one of you, of all of us, I just wish you could see it, reach for it, and feel it all over your veins. Life is beauty, everything about it. All those emotions, even the hard ones, even when you feel you are at your lowest, its still beautiful, because, its life, and you have it. Dont let it get you down, its yours, be proud of it.
I think its time you lose control, and stop planning everything. enjoy randomness, enjoy unplanned events, find places you never meant to find, meet strangers you never planned to meet, and love it.